Home is where the heart is

 When you don't see your pain the way it needs to be seen and you expect for another's empathy to see your pain face to face, then it's most likely a way of blinding yourself to your own conditioning and trade pity or sympathy from others for acknowledging your pain as it is. 

And there's no better person than you to see and feel your pain with kindness and acceptance possibly and treat it with some level of personalized and truthful commitment. Stop expecting apology from others specially those who hurt you as a quick fix to heal your inner wounds which might have festered and become numb for long. 

To bring yourself to humbly accept your own level of ignorance, innocence, or even arrogance, stubbornness, and denying what's truly painful within yourself is to give away the opportunity to live life to the fullest whereby it's not just the joys and happiness which make memories but those mentioned above as well create some unforgettable memories which leave behind scars.

We tend to express how traumatized, lonely, and sad, not understood we feel when we tend to focus on the scars which is nothing but the shadow side of pain or pains in our heart. Staying stuck on the inner scars wounds us even further and disconnects us from our core inner wounds which we may not have addressed accurately for lack of articulate emotional expressions. But still it's a wound not tended or cared for and the more the wounds, the more the numbness, the more the depression that envelops the clarity of our thinking, feeling side.

The inner wounds need to come into light, into the truth of our awareness and what's repressed, stifled, shoved under the carpet has to come clean and plain without the drama of stagnant ruminations. 

Truth of who we were when we stopped choosing authenticity over collective consciousness needs to come in front of our naked eyes without the influence of rose tinted glasses of our preconceived notions, programming, and habitual perceptions of our reality on a day to day basis. Because reality of how deeply we have been hurt and how harder it is to process, regulate, release, forgive (oneself and the others) is exhausting from a soul level, but the fear of getting hurt by such truthful contemplations either by oneself or as guided by spiritual interventions, therapies and so on is what makes the rising of this unique and spiritually transforming aspect of the self so challenging and yet incredibly rewarding, and not to forget life changing.

To bear the dead weight of who we are not when alive is a bigger block and self sabotaging at the least and hence to resolve to commit to being true to this profound and deep healing within oneself is the most liberating and cleansing. 

The fragile interwovenness between one human to another within a family, community, country and so on are held together by truth which stays unbreakable no matter what the age, era, timeline - truth does not change, but the way we are held together by it as a human and living consciousness in this given time does matter. 

Our souls speak and listen in the language of our inner truths and that home is where the heart is. No shouting from the rooftops needed here, just a warm, simple, honest space where the soul can thrive and speak freely.